Jacqueline's Journal

9:09pm: Reading an entry from last time this years is startling. My life has changed so little, I claimed that the year 2005 would be my year. I was finally going to find love, finally get my degree, finally lose weight. Of those three goals ive accomplished none of them. I've yet to find someone, the only interaction I had last year was a hopeless crush on my gorgeous professor, that didnt happen of course. I did succeed in getting him to warm up to me, and was able to feel the power of feminity. I actually failed at the one thing I was finally getting good at, School. I got a D and not my degree, now I have to fight for a better grade, or put my life on hold for another year, nothing ever goes my way. I'd like to think fate is working in my failure somehow, maybe bringing me closer to my destiny not further away. Life is what you make of it, and I have no clue how to make it any better.

10:24am: Summer is here
Wow, another semester has passed and I am barely updating (not that anyone reads this). It was a good semester, I learned so much and fell in love with literature. Its a difficult subject that is so rewarding. This summer is all about weightloss and summer school, though my classes are on the internet. I wish I would have taken at least one in a real class room, Im going crazy without my learning.

oh well.

12:24am: blah
Now that is a new year, I've decided to make changes in my life. Im sick of being sad, and waiting for my life to suddenly get great. I dont know where to start, I want to meet new people. This will be the year I finally find love, I've been so unlucky thus far, if anyone has any suggestins give me a call....

on the up side I got my grades and ive finally done great!!!! four B's and an A

11:10pm: I never update this thing.......

Ive finally finished my finals thank God and Ive actually did good this semester!!!! Next semester will be hard

African American history
Shakespere lit.
World History
Latin American History
Some other English class

12:27am: not much
Wow Ive had this journal for a bit and just have never taken the time to really fill it out.

Today was a lazy day, but it was good. I watched good movies and tv, and ate good food. Lately, Ive been spending way to much money on clothes (at Lane bryant)trying to look nice for some dude that wasnt even worth my time. He didnt even notice it,I changed who I was to impress him and he didnt even see past my overweight shape. Its his loss, he could use my fat shoulders as a sounding board for his problems.....